i always get embarrassed when i look back at what ive written on here. its all cries abt the same bullshit written in 100000 different ways without adding anything new. its boring. im boring. waaaaah.
i always get embarrassed when i realize i havenโt written on here in like 8 months. im pretending its bc im too busy writing things for my internship, which is partly true, but its because I have no good ideas. booooo.
i always get embarrassed when i remember i have this newsletter/blog. all of my feelings n thoughts on displayed for no reason at all. waaaaah.
i always get embarrassed when i realize people i know in real life reads this. thereโs not many who actually do as a subscriber, but thereโs a chance that the lurkers might be. i doubt it tho because nobody is thinking abt me all of the time like i wish they were. boooo.
i always get embarrassed when i realize i donโt know how to do things for my own pleasure. ive been conditioned to do things for validation from strangers online. i never get enough. waaaaaah.
im embarrassed this is how im initiating my comeback. nothing intellectual, nothing funny, not even good writing or a full post. i dont even kno where to go from here. i need a rebrand, im just not sure which one. so many ways, 0 ideas. boooooo.