im now 23 years old n still abandoning my blog like i did when i was 16. i imagined by now that i would b an ultra famous blogger or dead.1 surprisingly, i am neither. boooo.
lets catch up on what we missed in the last two months.
november:
i actually had a draft written claiming nyc is fall and so is gossip girl. not sure why i killed the idea bc typing those words out again is reminding me that i was onto something. but december came too fast n the post became useless. lets remember her a little, RIP
gossip girl is The show i have to watch every year, usually around early november. partly bc im so mentally ill that i think blair’s n chuck’s relationship is tru luv (more on that l8r). also, n less embarrassing, bc the iconic thanksgiving episodes. (example
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, 2, 3) proves that nyc is a fall girlie. although the season last about one and a half weeks and the foliage is better in northern states, New York City Is Fall. the trees are red, the streets orange and yellow. the outside of brownstones feel cozy, the east village apartment bricks feel like home. kids and puppies in sweaters/boots are walking down the street again,
i started working at sephora bc i didn’t end up being the girl boss my pinterest was setting me up to b… there will always b time later for that,,,,, i guess. im thinking abt using that seasonal job to kickstart a beauty writing career. my notes are: clinique taking the day off cleansing balm is a NEED 4 anyone obsessed w eyeliner, pat mcgrath eyeshadow as a daily wear is the chic it girl subtle flex
saw the drums, again. for those who do not know, i have probably seen the drums live 10 times (more or less)2. as a pessimistic romantic, “it will all end in tears” is tattooed on me, portamento is one of my absolute favorite albums, n abysmal thoughts was the soundtrack to my first heartbreak. after b******** i swore i would never see them again, but it was their 10 year anniversary show! i had to! and i’m still up jonny’s ass sometimes…! life became full circle that night n the era ended.
december:
decorated my moms house w christmas inflatables. she’s crazy jus like me so we had a gingerbread man, minion, snowman, snoopy, penguin, grinch, jack n sally. we also drove thru the neighborhood to look at lights n our inflatable competition. idk why im so festive all of a sudden, mayb i am *sigh* old.
hello kitty cafe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!3
looked v stupid, but in a sexy hot girl way. think sparkly leopard printed uggs, long bimbocore zebra french tips, clashing patterns – but not like ella emhoff remember i said HOT GIRL – and hats 5 times 2 big. actually ill include pictures bc im sexy n don’t want yall to imagine it wrong.
necklace by my neck game strong btw before roomie kills me 4 not promoting like a real blogging girlie
4 my bday i went w all da besties 2 central park ice skating n times square olive garden #boujee.4
now im in isolation bc i lost the battle against omicron. we’re thinking we got it at mood ring (duh). this is my one n only flaw u should not follow. b safe out there, boosters, n masks, n all dat
happy holidays xoxooxoxoxo
not in a su*c*d*l way i promise i jus literally couldn’t picture myself growing old n thought i would die in a super tragic accident by now.
basically every time they played in la since i was 16. while in college, i even flew back home to see them…. i have issues
i always imagine classy being cocktail drinks n chocolate cake at a restaurant that resembles a french garden. since im sober the next best thing i could think of was cottage core tea time. thank god i was in la bc that basically meant the hello kitty cafe.
my life is forever a meme i cannot escape…!